firsts

I’m learning to put myself out there. And it’s scary. I am a perfectionist, constantly waiting for the perfect moment, but having to learn those moments don’t exist. Sure, there is at times bad timing, but that’s not the case most of the time. Most of the time, it is just fear holding me back.

Since last week, I’ve decided to take the things I want and the things that make me excited more seriously. I’ve been seeing my friends more. I’ve taken multiple dance classes for the first time in almost two years. I’ve been putting schoolwork to the side in the evenings, something I have a hard time with at times, to also be able to fix some important tasks I have been procrastinating. It hasn’t just been this week; it has been a slow process where organizing my time is something I’ve grown in majorly. And this website is going to be a part of that me time.

So as long as I keep daring to put myself out there, I will be working on this project <3